Airport with Justin and Sam today was awesome. Had a lot of fun.
I just read someone's blog.
Someone who wouldn't know I'd be reading it.
And I think I just realised why I'm still reading it even after 7 odd months.
We weren't even close, not that we are now. We haven't even talked in the past month.
I guess I like the frankness, and I admire you for being so daring to talk about everything, really, everything.
Its one of those blogs where you can truly feel that everything's real.
The Heartaches especially. It hurts to read your words cause its really, really, really, real. Its practially watching a show unfold in words.
"It was as if nothing existed. You suddenly find yourself thrown into this thunderstorm with no umbrella, no shelter, no one. You glance around, trying to find Hope. You see a black shadow in the distance, you want to run towards it but you find yourself rooted to the ground. You can't move nor talk nor even cry. What's moving now is the thoughts in your head. You close your eyes, and pretend that you're alright.
You wish you could think so hard, so hard that it'll allow you to move once again. As you stand motionless, emotionless, you start to wonder if the Earth is actually revolving around you."