Pieced Back Together.
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO STOP PLAYING WAKA WAKA.
Gotta convince myself that it isnt fun.
1. Its some dumb yellow ball running around.
2. The ghosts are ultra smart, they always find the shortest route to eat you up.
3. Its just eating the silly looking shiny yellow/gold things.
4. The 'now-you-can-eat-the-ghosts' part lasts too short.
Urgh, no idea why I'm so hooked onto it okay. Rubbish :\
BUTBUTBUT at least I managed to swear off the comp for the whole day till 930/10pm for the whole week :D Except the occasional one hour/day when I rest.
Been going crazy these days. Maybe its Math + Chi.Lit. Just realised how serious it is, neglecting Math for the other subjects D: Its like, you take out your Chem/Math notes and start reading the first sentence when Chi.Lit suddenly pops up and clouds your mind. Then thoughts like, 'Shit, I think I forgot that certain poem, or Urgh, whats that point on 主题思想/艺术特色 again?' starts getting you real worried and you can't focus on whatever you're trying to study. Then comes the feeling of being very, very insecure and that nothing's gonna work out and the possibility that you might have forgotten every single thing and theres a pile of stuff for you to do and there isnt time left and yadayadayada. Thank goodness for Yingling and Casper who distracted me till I felt calmer. I swear that feeling sucks.
Kevin Kern is amazing. Gets you through those times when you have 2 battlefields in your house, when lawyers and lawyer letters become the usual 'family dinner'. When it makes you a stronger person. Well, I got through all that shit already, for 6 years anyway. Yeah I know, its the first time this appeared here.
Hey you, thanks for always being there. Thanks for being that lifeline when I come back from the battlefield and whether or not I lost doesn't really matter. What matters is that we're still alive. Jiayou, and, don't die.