Betrayed.
Well, to hell with 21st June - declared one of the worst days ever. How'd you feel when you don't have a choice but to say something so fake to someone and act like you mean it. Hey, its been 16years, or rather, uhm, 6years. Why did I have to grow up.
Anyway, thankyou Justin and Val for the nice chat online.
Slacked my weekend away. But nevermind, at least I'm fine with it. Heck JCTs, really.
Uhm, oh, spent some time in the afternoon chatting with Gem and Taryar and it was really, really nice. Cause for one moment, I suddenly had the feeling of amazing happiness that I've never felt before. And it was just cause I saw them smile and laugh at my GC cause I did something stupid with it. Seriously, it felt amazing. Idk why. I'd give anything to get that feeling back. Now its sinking in :DDD
Uh, well, someone made me really really pissed. Just found out something that made me feel damn betrayed -.- I mean like, just tell me luh, don't have to say stuff like, 'I'm not sure' and all that. Its called lying yknow, and you, especially you, know that I don't like lies, especially when it comes from you. Seriously, never thought stuff like that would happen again. And it did. So much for giving you a second chance. Fine, I think I'll do just as well without this lifeline (-.-)
Cause "we have to distrust each other, its the only defense against betrayal" - Tennessee Williams
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Oh, I feel VERY accomplished, cause I solved a really hard math question, NOT -.- I feel VERY accomplished cause I managed to get Mr Hassim to arrange for consultation. I think it was REALLLY funny, cause the moment I sent that sms out to the class, i received 6 smses like within 30seconds all wanting to go, ESPECIALLY Dhivya's really enthu sms :D haha.
And I think theres something wrong with my right ankle. Its been 2 years, it just got worse :/
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