I realised, I'd rather feel crappy than be pissed. Was out of control yesterday. Thank goodness my mom let me chill by the poolside, despite knowing I might very well have drowned myself. But well, it helped, alot (:
Thanks a million Millie, and really sorry, cause I know I was swearing like mad :\
And thankyou Jeremiah (: That sms was really important yknow :D
Thankyou Sabs, for always being there.
Thankyou Jingwenjing, for everything (: Tsktsk.
And Tags, thankyou Joelle, Jasmine and Sheila (L)!
Had an AWESOME day today. Its like, the clouds have cleared. I know I was really hard to work with today, daoing and APing like forever. But thankyou Film and 2B peeps. For being uber understanding. (Amira, Hasia, Anna(l)) Oh, and thankyou Millie for your amazing hugs (:
Lovely lunch with Jamie, Jeremiah, Yingling and Sheila. FUN, I swear :DDD Its officially dangerous sitting next to Jamie and anywhere near YingLing when they're eating XD Bus ride with Jamie and Yingling was cool yoxz :D Crapped lots. I didnt know Jamie reads. Gosh. Haha, we share the same 'examine every part of the book' technique when it comes to buying books. Now I know I'm not the only weird one around.
UhmUhmUhm, hmm, I realised a million things these 2 days. That my cousin, who's a guy, has REALLY nice handwriting and uber big words and he's REALLY good in Math and Science, topping classes :D And that my Aikido partner's REALLY KAYPOH. Gosh. Oh, and they JUST SAID TO GO FOR NIDAN, WE'LL HAVE TO WAIT 2 YEARS. Wtfreak. That'll be NEXT YEAR for me. Bleah :((( Urgh. Nevermind, worth the wait.
MSN's real boring, everyone's either at some concert/jubilate/classes/tuition/appearing offline/wtvr.
I need to find the motivation to complete ONE Film essay today :\ Urgh, Ive open the Word Doc, typed a few sentences, save, then close it a million times luh. Blah :\\
And, Jamie, no worries, Shimao's for you to call, just like how Porcupoine's for Millie. Hahaha, Need to change my IC already, to Cheang Kai Wen Shimao Porcupoine. Or, Porcupoine Cheang Kai Wen Shi Mao, or Porcupoine Cheang Shi Mao, or Kaiwen Cheang Porcupoine Shimao. Okay, nevermind, I'm going crazy x)
Get well soon Jasmine :/
Anyway, its amazing, the feeling that your world's ending, then some people come along and hold your hand and bring you back onto where the trail is. (L)