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Hold on.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Because it was never meant it to be.
Because it never existed.
Because whatever I do and however hard I try, you're too far away.

Yesterday, I realise I can no longer trust you like how I used to. 
It felt weird telling you stuff.
It felt weird looking at you and remembering what you tried to do that night.
It felt weird looking at you and being reminded that you're a two-facer. 
It just doesn't feel right, to not be able to trust you like I always did, and I don't like it.
To each his own yeah :\

"I don't think this is working. Freezing so hard my hands at hurting. Ought to let go in the first place. And I'm outside in the cold, still looking for you"

I realise I need to be in school to feel as happy as I did :D
suddenly i feel damn shut out from everything else :\